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@@@POEM: WHEN REALIZING THAT QUITTING IS NOT AN OPTION,BUT THE WORST FORM OF SPIRITUAL COWARDNESS..

@@@POEM: WHEN REALIZING THAT QUITTING IS NOT AN OPTION, BUT  THE WORST FORM OF SPIRITUAL COWARDNESS .. 

@APOSTATEPROPHET @WOOD_APOLOGETICS





DEAR, AND VERY LOVELY FRIEND...

SO GLAD I SEE YOU 'LEAVE'...

VERY MUCH I AM ENCOURAGED THAT YOU FINALLY FOUND A PATH

OF TRUE SALVATION BY BAILING OUT FROM YOUR DIVINE TASK?..

OR NOT... OR JUST A FINAL PUSH OUT OF THE SHELL

OF FALSE WAYS HOW YOU SEE YOUR GRAND SELF?..

OF COURSE, PLEASE READ ME ONLY THROUGH SARCASTIC GLASSES

THAT ONLY SHINE STRAIT INTO YOUR BIG HEART ....

IT IS OKE TO BE ANXIOUS..

IT WAS 'NORMAL' TO BE AFRAID...

IT WAS SO DEEPLY PROGRAMED IN TO OUR HUMAN PSYCHE  

THAT SMALL NOTIONS THAT WE ARE NOT WORTHY, THAT WE DO NOT DESERVE?..

YET... IN MANY OF YOUR VIDEOS I'VE SEEN A TRUE HERO...

ONE WHO DARES EVEN WITH THE FEAR TRAUMA OF PUBLIC APPEARANCE...

YOU PUSHED THROUGH FOR LAST COUPLE OF YEARS

BEING OPEN IN TO YOUR DIVINE DISCOVERY...

YOU SHARED SELF BY RECREATING ONE SELF 

IN FRONT OF OUR VERY GRATEFUL EYES..

NOT BEING SHY WHAT MEANS TO BE BORN 'MUSLIM'

YET FINDING A COURAGE TO FINALLY FIND YOUR OWN SELF...

SO, I GUESS NOTHING I CAN WRITE THAT CAN CHANGE YOUR STILL FEAR-INFESTED  MIND?..

OR YOUR PREPROGRAMED ANX' THAT DEMORALIZED MANY OF YOUR ONLINE FRIENDS...

YET, I WILL TELL YOU WHAT I'VE SEEN...

LISTENING AND WATCHING MANY OF YOUR WISDOMS AND SHORT-BURNING-FLAMES-of-TRUTH...

I'VE SEEN A BEING, I'VE SEEN A GRANT HEART OF A GIANT HUMAN...

THAT RULED OVER ITS BORN-INTO-THE-OBSTACLES JUST TO BECOME A LUMEN...

THAT SHINED FOR A YEAR OR SO...

NOT REALIZING THAT DAY OF YOUR WISDOM WAS JUST ENOUGH TO AWAKE A MILLION OR SO...

YES, YOUR VIDEO WISDOMS, YOUR COMEDY CLIPS

ARE TRULY FUNNY AND VERY VERY TRUE, WHEN ONE LOOKS WITH HIS OWN HEART...

AND I TELL YOU... YOU HAVE ONE..

YOURS IS A GIANT OF THE SIZE...

SO TO CHOOSE STOP HAVING A BIG HEART...

JUST BECAUSE ATTACKS ON YOUR BEING OF LIGHT HAS INTENSIFIED?..

SO, I SAY: FUCK THE ANXIETY ..

FUCK THE FEAR...

JUST KNOW THAT WHAT YOU'VE DONE WAS TOTALLY DEVASTATED

FOR FAKE RELIGIONS OF MUSLIMANITY AND CRAPSTERS of SUCH...

KNOW THAT YOU DID YOUR PART GRANDLY AND PROUDLY...

AND DO NOT SEE THIS LITTLE GLITCH IN YOUR PSYCHE AS TOTALLY COWARDLY...

OR, MAYBE IT IS...

COWARDLY WHEN YOU REACHED THE TOP OF YOUR WISDOM AND SHINE...

YOU 'DECIDED' SIMPLY TO QUIT?

I MEAN... wtf?...

WAS IT YOU, OR SOMTHING ELSE

ALL THE WAY FROM DARK SIDE OF THE MOON?

IT IS DEFINITELY A DARK WIZARDRY

THAT IS STILL PLAYING ALL OVER YOUR GRAND ENERGETIC BEING...

YOU EXPOSED YOUR SELF, YOU DISCLOSED YOUR LIGHT...

BY OPENLY DENOUNCED DARKNESS OF THE MUSLIMAN'IAN FAKE MIGHT...

YOU OPEN YOUR SELF TO DARK MAGIC

THAT MUSLIM CULT TRULY IS... OR BETTER: WAS!...

YOU EXPOSED THEM BY

TRANSITIONING IN THE OPEN OUT OF THEIR DARK CLAWS...

YET, THEY THINK YOU HAVE TO GO BACK TO THEM, 

OR AT LEAST IF THEY MAKE YOU PUBLICLY FAIL, by  DENOUNCING ALL YOUR GRAND EXPOSURE WORK?

OH... AM I JUST JUDGING YOU ALREADY?..

NOT WILLING TO WAIT FOR AT LEAST 40 DAYS AFTER YOUR EGO DEATH....

THAT MAYBE YOU WILL RECOVER... MAYBE YOU WILL FIND A WAYS

OUT OF THE GRIP OF ALREADY-LOST-WAR FOR YOUR GRAND SOUL?...

IF YOU FEEL THAT YOU DESERVE BETTER LIFE,

AFTER WHAT  GIFTS YOU SHOWED THE WORLD?..

IF YOU THINK THAT QUARTER MILLION of SOULS

WHO WATCHED YOUR EVERY MOVE, your EVERY GRIMACE

AND WHO HAVE HEARD EVERY FUCKING WISDOM WORD,

WILL JUST BAIL AND LET YOU MEDICALLY ROT and TO BE DECLINED AS MENTALLY UNFIT?.. 

OR EVEN WORSE, TO LET YOU GIVE YOUR SOUL BACK

TO THE PHARMA GODS, OR TO THE MUSLIM CULT GURUS by DEFINING ALL ODDS?.. 

THESE THAT CALL THEM-SELF

A LUCY'FEAR'IAN MUHA'MEDS IMAMS?

BUT WHO THE FUCK AM I TO TELL YOU ANYTHING?

WHO AM I TO GIVE YOU ANY FUCKING ADVICE OR A GUIDANCE?

WELL.. I TELL YOU WHO I AM NOT!

IF YOU DO NOT MIND READING A BIT MORE WITH YOUR NOT SO ANXIETY'CAL MIND...

I AM NOT A COWARD...

I AM NOT A FALSE PROPHET...

I AM NOT EVEN A PROPHET OF ANY KIND...

AND I AM DEFINITELY NOT A SERIOUS MAN...

BUT I AM A BEING WHO CAN SEE IN THE DEPTHS OF ONE SOUL...

AND WHAT I SEE WITHIN YOUR GRAND HEART, I LIKE IT A LOT...

AND I KNOW THAT YOU EVENTUALLY WILL FIND YOUR WAYS ...

OUT OF TEMPORARY PRISON THAT DARK MAGIC PUT THEIR